agggggghhhhhhh

I am DISGUSTED by my own house right now. Summertime ants are one thing but today I saw a HUGE and disgusting FLYING insect inside my room. I watched it flit about my room and land somewhere near my BED before I yelled and tried to find someone to kill it. Now it's nowhere to be found. I have no idea what kind of insect it was but I have never seen any flying insect so LARGE before. I'm not exaggerating, it was the biggest bug I've ever seen. It looked vaguely like a huge flying spider but I don't think those things are very common. Fifteen minutes of googling later and two youtube videos later I have discovered there is such a thing as a FLYING COCKROACH which is the most revolting thing I have ever heard of. Considering the fact that I saw what appeared to be a roach-like insect on my carpet last week I am extremely terrified of the fact that there might be flying cockroaches hiding in my room.

I've already done three scans of the room and inspected my bed thoroughly, but the insect is nowhere to be found. My skin is CRAWLING right now and I know I am probably overreacting but I am going to have some serious issues sleeping tonight...